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I'm in such a good and wild dancey mood words can't describe. Despite being stabbed in the back from both someone I considered a friend and my now ex boyfriend.

I think I've matured to a point that I'm not treating this like an episode of fucking Cheaters. Yes, I got betrayed by the person who claimed to love me and well, it hurt, I cried, and now it's over. Let the 20 year old jackass stick his dick in 16 year olds' pussies, it's not gonna be my fault when he ends up in jail. Hey, he goes gay every Friday! Maybe showers in prison on Friday might be pleasureable for him! Ha!

Right now, I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing he hurt me. Ladies, the biggest fuck you you can give to any ex is showing them you've moved on and you don't care.

From what I've learned here, I'm walking in Matt's shoes. This is what he did when I did this to him. I call that karma and a little lesson for myself. He was the mature one in that break up and therefore, I'm going to be the mature in this one. So what if the bitch might someday want to start shit? Am I going to even give HER the satisfaction of knowing she stole my boyfriend?

Not at all. Because I know if he can cheat on me and others before me, then she is no exception. And for the coward Trey is for not coming forward and admitting his faults, she can have him. I want someone who won't run away and hide his tail between his legs when confronted.

I downloaded Jeffree Star's first full length album Beauty Killer finally. And I must say there is a song I'm positively addicted to called Get Away With Murder. When I listen to it, I feel automatically better (and I want to dance) The song is essentially about maniplating someone and killing him or her. "I'm going to break your heart and get away with murder." One of the lyrics I love right now is the one where my journal title comes from. Creepy? Yes, but I gotta love it. Me and my two other coworkers have now dubbed our theme song against men (not all men though, there are some exceptions...like Edward Cullen. *cue sparkly vampire jokes* XD )

I feel quite empowered at the moment. For Trey and little miss sleeps-with-everyone-in-longmont (no joke, ask anyone), from the words of Jeffree Star, "Ain't no bitch that can do it like me." Laugh at me all you want, it won't affect me. Cause I'll be laughing right back when karma hits you right in the face.

Ahhhhh, I feel like dancing again. Must...listen to more Jeffree Star...after Flo Rida, cause this song is good. To the assfuck that told me I have no sense in music and I only listen to metal, *points to listening to section* FUCK YOU!!! TAKE THAT!! SEE THAT?! THAT'S RAP BITCH! UH HUH! *cue little mini rant* I may dress in Tripps, band t shirts, wear collars, black fedoras and goth armbands but it doesn't mean that all the music I listen to is screamo or depressing. I like dance music sometimes too. My ipod consists of everything from Behemoth to Lady Gaga to Bruce Springsteen to Marilyn Manson. But oh well, some people just like to throw bitch fits because I think one band they happen to like sucks. I can't have an opinion AMIRITE? Or if I can, it's immediately wrong and I must know nothing cause *inside joke* YOU HAVE NO SENSE IN MUSIC *points to and * among other things. LOL. Pfft, fuck that, I may call myself goth but I don't have to fit every freakin stereotype in existance. I like to break my own mold every once in a while, thank you.

Oh, well, sorry, folks, I'm not all sad and depressing while on the side being extremely angry. What a shame. But eh, who cares about what one stupid little idiot that crictizes just about everyone thinks? I'm me, thank you, good ol' Manson Chick that wants to dance. If you don't what I have to say, too bad, don't make the crictism if you can't handle what I have to say about it.

Ok, I am going to shut up now. Goddamn, long ass journal. TL;dr. Oh well.

And I learned how to mess with this damn layout. I am smart after all...most days.